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										<h2><a>我是那颗星</a></h2>
										<p>我该追求正确的，还是开心的？</p>
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										<time class="published" datetime="2015-11-01">May 15, 2019</time>
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								<p style="text-indent:2em">这种感觉真的让人着迷，聚光灯打开，你什么都看不见，但你知道，别人都在看你，你就是那颗星。</p>	
								<p style="text-indent:2em">上次做主持人大概是在7年前了，稚嫩的脸上是不专业的奇怪妆容。7年后一切轮回，不管我如何改变、如何否定自己、如何迷惘不安，我还是那个在聚光灯下闪闪发光的我。</p>	
								<p style="text-indent:2em">星星在天上一闪一闪，不会在乎地上的人，它想着作为一团冷暗的尘埃不被珍惜、失尽尊严的过去，感动于内心炽热、闪闪发光的自己。给谁看呢？那个人在哪里呢，会不会用眼角余光瞥一眼那颗星星呢？</p>	
								
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								<p style="text-indent:2em">这次学生节当然还不止这些。我参与策划了班剧，虽然自始至终我从未喜欢过这份剧本，也从没有真正热爱排练它的工作，但共同完成一个作品中的喜悦、以及过程中的开心却是实实在在的。</p>	
								<p style="text-indent:2em">我有一些社交恐惧，能无人完成的工作我绝不会去寻求别人帮助。在外联工作的这段时间，敲开了好多企业的门，收获的是了拒绝、嘲笑，也有热情与欢迎。偶然机会，谈成了金额十分优惠的礼服租赁，却没有意识到这件看似简单的事情给我带来了多大挑战。店员出于某种奇特原因的冷漠，鼓起勇气去交锋；字句之间的误差，却要之后付出代价弥补……还好有她作为后盾。</p>	
								
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								<p style="text-indent:2em">主持人的角色从一开始就吸引着我，做了不知多少次幕后的我，又得到机会站在台前。那一个个排练的夜晚，我们变无序为有序、变混乱为精妙，各司其职的精巧流程好像让人来到航天控制中心，那种感动溢于言表。</p>	
								<p style="text-indent:2em">……</p>	
								<p style="text-indent:2em">突然发现，一个我本来要求自己不要贪婪各种活动的人，却在学生节中担任比谁都多的角色。他们说你那些你不自觉就会去做的事才是你热爱的事。我热爱文艺工作么？热爱社工工作么？我不知道，但我很开心。</p>	
								
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